fresh start

its time to erase everyting.
everything i have ever written, said done or thought.
i want to go into this school year with a "new soul" of sorts. i plan on becomming what i always fantasized about since it was taken from me harshly and without warning in grade 4. i plan to be popular.

the following is to be read with both a sense of humor and an open trust that what i am going to say will be my true feelings and the real adventures of my life.

September 8/09

Dear diary. what to say, what to do. today was the first day of school. i'm in grade 11 now!!. i switched school to leave the dull pattern that was my old life always being judged because teachers and tests thought i was "gifted". so it was time for a change i packed up all of my emotional baggage and shipped up the asses of every person who helped bring me to where i was.
now i can finally breathe let everything go and come out to say thata today went pretty well. my first class is burnt filled with druggies and care nots, so talking to people was pretty easy once i got going.. second period was photgraphy and i was set because i already knew 2 people in the clss enough to keep me afloat for a while. .. third peoriod i shared with my cousins "best friend" and my last summers best friend.. last period id hair and aesthetics which mean 16 girls, open friendly and no drama.

wish me luck on my seconnd day.

xoxo madison. <3